Dedicated to cute girls, tits, and smiles!
I am a pretty independent woman, but sometimes I really crave order in my life that is placed there by someone else. Someone telling me to do the things I would do anyways, but by someone telling me to do it I am doing it for Them not just for myself. I know doing it for myself should be enough, but for some reason that just isn’t how my personality works. I will do almost anything to please those that I respect, care about, and love, but I forget to take care of myself at times. I do respect, care, and love myself, but there is just something different about doing things for someone else. I am not sure what exactly makes me feel this way but I do crave a voice telling me what to do, and letting me know if I do the job well or how to correct mistakes that I made. It isn’t just the orders that I want, but the LOVE behind it. Just knowing it is there and That is why they are telling me what to do ! Because they know how I think, and what I respond well to, They KNOW ME, the True me. So I guess what I really want is to be loved again. I know I will find it but I wish I wasn’t doing without it right now.